It's a decision you can only make once.
Once everytime until it finally goes wrong.

To jump?
Do you make a leap of faith?
Will everything work as you want? Will everything work as you hope?

Once you've done it,you can't go back.
If it works you love it.
Once you've let go you can't grab back on.
You can't fight the force that carries you down
The safety, the security, the silence, they're all gone.

Once you let go, after you jump, everything changes.
Suddenly it's a world filled with Thrill.
Yet, the smile doesn't stop. It continues, held in place by thrill, by uncertainty, by dread, by life; by trust in the fact that everything will work out just as you hope.

Yet, I jump so little.
I dislike the dread.
Why was I so quick to jump this time?

Will it work as I hope, as I want?
Will I land safely, will I be caught?
Or will I crash?

[Я имею заботу]