That's a bottomless hole.
The very same one that has swallowed my GPA this term.

I've been upset with school before, but I'm as close to being completely fed up as I've ever been. This was supposed to be the final stretch, not the ultimate fight for survival.

The 30% midterm last week was an absolute slaughter, triumphantly hoisting itself to the honored place of "Most Difficult" and "Most Impossible" test of my 9 year school career.

Tomorrow's the same deal. 25% of my term in the morning, 30% at night.

I guess to put it all in perspective, I'm feeling about as satisfied with school right now as I felt when I left the movie The Thin Red Line. It had all the hype, all the promise, and all the disappointment.